Showing posts with label Poetry 2021 Winners. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry 2021 Winners. Show all posts

Sunday, 15 August 2021

Simreen Siraj, Poetry 2021 First Prize


Boxes 


Growing up I thought that people were born with their heads cocked,

Because that's how they’ve always looked at me.

They never failed to offer unsolicited advice. 



Boxes: Check one, Check other.

People don’t know,

They don't furrow between the layers like I do.

They don’t switch and twitch,

And actively make the decisions of which.

Which part of me belongs today?


Which aspect of my personality will it fend the least and blend the most? 

And work and succeed,

And bury the lead like a switchboard of traits that decide my fate. 

And I'm always an imposter!

Always lost, Always asking for instructions.

And people point my way like a scarecrow;

Like tornados, blowing me whichever way the wind blows, 

 

Well, Dorothy doesn’t want to play today.

She’s preparing for the JEE’s, just the Scantron. 



The box is empty, and glaring and daring me to choose one. Well, I'm an expert at boxes.

My whole life can be fit inside it,

And I’ve got it down to a science.

I can pack my entire identity in under an hour.

Because where there’s roots, there is power.

But I'm all topsoil. 



My blood runs like water and oil,

Refusing to stick.

Mom’s old books, read in secret nooks.

That camera, that locks all my memories in a flash,

Saved for when my recollection doesn't last.


All fit in a box ready to be carried from door to door.

But that’s not the kind of box people ever ask for.

So many lines in the sand, so many dos and don’ts.

I see both worlds so clearly,

And I skip and jump and run and fall between, never seen.

I belong in the spaces between.

Check all that may apply.


Srabani Bhattacharya, Poetry 2021 Third Prize

Exiled to Page


Exiled to four square page

From roads of comfort

That twist past buildings

piercing blue-white sky

that shade balloon sellers

with tricolour wares

standing before yellow-red

shops selling eggs on bread.


From tea shacks pouring

Mud-potions in smoky cups

sipped while watching water

from planters on windows

drip on man taking afternoon

nap on bundles of garbage

on iron cart resting

beside imposing mall.


From daring dogs crossing

the zebra and roadside

sculptures pointing at

party flags rustling

in footpath stores with

shoes advertised in hooks

beside which men fight

summer heat under tree

rising out of concrete.


From the curve of flyovers

which angle close to

skies to coo with pigeons

squabbling on electric lines

only to bend down again

to beggars who squat

on saffron towels with

the stone sage statue at

junction where hoardings

promote PUJA SALE.


From that quaint café

where we once bought

incense, inhaling sweat

and fumes from cigarette

and stove that burn omelettes

for lunch that hungry workers

slurp beside public toilets

where pink flowers scale

mottled pillar of petrol pump.


Exiled from myriad roles

of flaneur bus rider,

seat disputes reduce

to withdrawal signs

of masked delirium where

pencils brake before

metaphorical truck to

reminisce HORN OK PLEASE

and smog from automobile

pollute quarantined lines

of exiled rhyme.



Janina Shivdasani, Poetry 2021 Second Prize

Unclaimed*

The community recedes, yet it has
No place for me because the letters after
my first name didn’t grow in their god’s
Garden and half the blood that I now carry

as a fault didn’t come to me fluent in their
language. I look like them, yes, but at the
threshold of their faith’s residence I am but a
stray dog and on documents I fill I don’t check

their box, they won’t let me. I am told that my
prayers sing to vacant chairs, poured into teacups
no one will drink from, carried by birds that get
lost at sea. Their sky will not weep forgiveness

upon me, their sun does not keep me aflame.
And when I am oak riddled to the ash they
Sprinkle on their children as armour, they will
Not send me off as one of their own

The community would rather wane to
a Memory than claim me because it was
My mother’s breath that tried to make the
Willow bend when it would bow only for
A man, just like they all do

*According to Zoroastrian tradition, it is enforced that if a woman marries outside the community her children will not be recognized as Zoroastrians, whereas if a man does so, his children are still considered as such.