Saturday, 1 November 2025

Poetry Longlist 2025, Vidya Hariharan

 Lessons Learnt When You Fear Drowning


Head shoved under water

Yellow mud floating up

To enter my nose in a layer

Barely breathing through the cup

And tube of green plastic between

My clenched lips and teeth,

All around me only the sea,

And this boy, a wiry stranger

Cupping my arm, confident

A five-foot merman, index finger

Pointing downwards and ahead

Insistent, legs bending and straightening

Repeatedly, till I tamp the panic

Down to my stomach, remembering

To breathe evenly, I look.

I gasp silently at the wondrous earth

He was opening out to me

Salt water rushed into my mouth

I swallow, enthralled by the life

Invisible from above.

Lost for centuries in the earth’s belly

Unaware of anything but

what my eyes could see

my only contact with humanity

was that hand that held and guided me.

I rose up slowly to gaze around


The boat was far, far away

Utter silence, no sound

Under the waves, Neptune held sway.

Raising my head, craning my neck

Arm held by an impersonal hand

In minutes, I was guided back.

Reluctant to leave the ocean warm

I climbed up the ladder

To my family dear and familiar

My body felt weighted and clumsy

Not my own, smiling politely

I thanked the team for showing me

Another world under the sea.

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